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I'm not very happy right now.

There is a very unpleasant situation going on, which should be resolving itself soon (but not soon enough for me.) I have not been writing about it, but it has been bothering me for some time now.


All my friends are getting ready to go on a campout this weekend - one of the trips that I have been going on for years, since the group started doing them. I'm not going, because we signed up for a craft fair in the city, not realizing it was the same weekend until after we'd paid the fee, and then we made what seemed to be the smart decision of choosing the business over "pleasure" (although I also customarily had an organizing role at these events, and the planners were expecting me to be able to do it again this time as well. So, it wasn't *just* a party. And this also meant that no matter what I chose, i was going to feel badly about it.) I agonized over what to do, and eventually decided that the business had to come first.

That was before all this other BS came up. Now, I am exhausted, we hardly have time enough to get stuff ready for the sale, and with all the additional stress, I am REALLY regretting my seemingly sensible decision from before. In fact, I'd like to cry, but I'm TOO TIRED. I need a fucking break from all of this, and it's just not going to happen!


Well, enough of this. I have to go to the post office and mail out some orders.

I'm feeling: aggravated grumpy mcgrouchpants

9 smooches or Gimme Some Love!
mythos_amante From: mythos_amante Date: May 23rd, 2006 05:43 pm (UTC) (Link)
Luff you!

I'm not going to Flipside either! Where will you guys be this weekend and when?
silverfae From: silverfae Date: May 23rd, 2006 06:18 pm (UTC) (Link)
I'm so sorry things are whacked out for you right now.
I'm also so glad that this isn't the year that I can come to the campout, man, THAT would be the suxxor for sure.

Doing the Right Thing is often a lot harder than folks would have us believe.
Go ahead, have a good cry.
Then blow your nose, suck up your snot and move bravely on to the Next Step.
In there somewhere is a hug from me.
From: cinnamon_grrrl Date: May 23rd, 2006 06:22 pm (UTC) (Link)
If the planners assumed you would do something but didn't confirm it with you, you didn't flake out on them, or not follow through with any obligations.
Good luck at the sale this weekend, and hope things are resolved ASAP.
idiva From: idiva Date: May 23rd, 2006 07:28 pm (UTC) (Link)
From: lord_kook Date: May 23rd, 2006 08:28 pm (UTC) (Link)
You guys arent going to Kamp Kink? Oh man, that sucks... I'm really sorry that the world has conspired as such.
From: lord_kook Date: May 23rd, 2006 08:29 pm (UTC) (Link)
Oh, wait.. this weekend? Ooops.. never mind.

Hey, take a load off! Get some relaxation, baby! You deserve it.
qibitum From: qibitum Date: May 23rd, 2006 08:38 pm (UTC) (Link)
You'll be missed, for sure! Here's hoping that the unpleasantness resolves itself swiftly and smoothly and that you & Jovino make beaucoup bux at the fair this weekend to make up for it.
lifeasjuicy From: lifeasjuicy Date: May 23rd, 2006 09:11 pm (UTC) (Link)
Sorry Grumpypants! I hope you have some fun at the Craft Fair and make tons o' money to help make up a lil bit for the missed camping. Since I'm missing out on it too, I'm hoping there will be a phat reunion brunch where we can get some fambly lovin'.

I hope your unnamed situation works itself out.

kathasaurus From: kathasaurus Date: May 24th, 2006 06:59 am (UTC) (Link)
sleep is for the sleepy! who needs sleep anyways?

heres sending loves n kisses yer way!
9 smooches or Gimme Some Love!