for the past few weeks I've been having a really hard time getting myself to do my theory show. partly it is a time issue - there is actual *work* that needs to get done that has a higher priority. but also, I am kinda not motivated to make the time, because right now I am in a state of change and growth, and I'm not "there" yet... so I just want to hide away and practice where no one can hear.
hopefully I'll get to a point where I feel like spinning in front of people again soon. we have a campout in about a week that I usually spin at so hopefully I'll be ready to do SOMEthing by then. wish me luck!
