May 23rd, 2006

hmmm...

ugh

I'm not very happy right now.

There is a very unpleasant situation going on, which should be resolving itself soon (but not soon enough for me.) I have not been writing about it, but it has been bothering me for some time now.

AND

All my friends are getting ready to go on a campout this weekend - one of the trips that I have been going on for years, since the group started doing them. I'm not going, because we signed up for a craft fair in the city, not realizing it was the same weekend until after we'd paid the fee, and then we made what seemed to be the smart decision of choosing the business over "pleasure" (although I also customarily had an organizing role at these events, and the planners were expecting me to be able to do it again this time as well. So, it wasn't *just* a party. And this also meant that no matter what I chose, i was going to feel badly about it.) I agonized over what to do, and eventually decided that the business had to come first.

That was before all this other BS came up. Now, I am exhausted, we hardly have time enough to get stuff ready for the sale, and with all the additional stress, I am REALLY regretting my seemingly sensible decision from before. In fact, I'd like to cry, but I'm TOO TIRED. I need a fucking break from all of this, and it's just not going to happen!

Ugh.

Well, enough of this. I have to go to the post office and mail out some orders.
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Won't someone come and take me away

Is there life on mars girl
If there is I want to go there
Just like Elton John, the Rocketman
He sure bought some fucked up clothes there
And he said that outer space is not the kind of place to raise your kids
But after my life so far here on Earth I sure wish my parents did

I look up to the sky and I pray to the heavens
Won't someone come and take me away
Someone come and take me away
To the stars, to the moon
Just make it soon, like now

The aliens landed at Roswell
And the government hid them so no one could see
It happens every week on the X-Files
So why can't it happen to me

So yes I might miss a couple friends
And summer barbecues on the weekends
Another 40,000 coming every day
So take me away I've got nothing to lose
Nike shoes, black jumpsuits
Shaven heads and purple blankets

Someone come and take me away
Someone come and take me away
To the stars, to the moon
Just make it soon, like now

Beam me up
Stray me down
Probe my brain
Cure my boredom

Someone come and take me away
Somehow come and take me away
To the stars, to the moon
Just make it soon
Someone come and take me away
Someone come and take me away

- Nerf Herder; Life on Mars

(Yes, this means that It Has Gotten Worse.)
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