trying, trying, to get my dance groove back, but it is an uphill struggle. the picture in the icon is me - well, it WAS me... back in, what... 2003? 2002?
so, I was trying to do a video workout tonight... and it was so hard... and even worse, I knew I should have been able to do better. and, the point is that I could have, not so long ago - but, I blew it. I lost it.
I let it go.
to the point that I can barely keep up in class - and I'm reduced to watching a video of some 23 yr old, doing yoga that I can barely keep up with, when I would have been able to do it all with a smile on my face, back in teh day.
and... why, oh why did ever let it go?! why oh why?!?!? what was the point? what did I get for it? nothing, I tell you... NOthing.